Vanity- Perfection Isn't Everything
Monday, September 14, 2009


All this time

I was wasting

Hoping you would come around

I've been giving out chances every time

And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long

Baby but I figured you out

And you're thinking we'll be fine again

But not this time around

You don't have to call anymoreI won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry

Looking so innocent

I might believe you if I didn't know

Could've loved you all my life

If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets

And I'm tired of being last to know

And now you're asking me to listen

Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry

You're not sorry

You had me falling for you honey

And it never would've gone away,

No

You used to shine so bright

But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry

You're not sorry

Vouge Stylings: 7:00 PM





Some people come into our lives and quickly go.

Some people move our souls to dance.

They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom.

Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon.

They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same.

At the end of the day when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody.

So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other is usually a load of bull.

So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by.

No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. and sure, sometimes close can be too close.

But sometimes that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.


Vouge Stylings: 6:43 PM



Monday, August 24, 2009














23/8/09-24/8/09
Depart SIN: 215pm
Arrive DEL: DEL 520pm so SIN 520pm
Flight: SQ 406

Depart DEL: DEL 1110pm so SIN 140am
Arrive SIN: 720am


Delhi was ok.
So many sari around.
Hahaha.
And flowers.
And many other things.
Didn't get to see any Bollywood stars.
LOL.






Vouge Stylings: 8:18 AM



Sunday, August 16, 2009
















16/8/09-20/8/09

Depart SIN: 1140pm
Arrive DXB: DXB 155am so SIN 855am
Flight: SQ 492

Depart DXB: DXB 1150pm so SIN 650am
Arrive SIN: 1120am
Flight: SQ493

Here I am in Dubai.

Freaking FIRE BURNING here.
37 degrees celsius, baby!
Wanted to go jalan-jalan...
But ended up back in the hotel room.
Couldn't take the heat.
OMG.

Ate Nasi Lemak.
Nasi Lemak in Dubai???!!!!
Yes,they do have it here
But, sadly
Not that tasty.

Fuck those bitches who bitch about me in Facebook.
U don't expect to track me down in 3500 cabin crew, right?
And you don't expect me to be so cheap
And tell the whole world that I'm an air stewardess working with Singapore Airlines.

So WHATEVER.
Love me
Hate me
Say what you want about me
I'm the least insulted.

Hahaha.

Laugh it out real LOUD.















Vouge Stylings: 9:01 PM



Sunday, July 19, 2009







Ages since I blogg.
Been around the globe, enjoying life.

I just CAN'T STOP SHOPPING!
Somebody please stop me.
Haha.

Christchurch in NZ was AWESOME!
Fucking COLD.
-3 degrees....!!!
Never been this cold.
Got 9 pieces of clothes on me.
Yet cold.
Teeth gritters so badly each time I talk to Lauren.
Better shut up then.













Vouge Stylings: 8:53 PM



Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Who: Lara ft Mimi
Venue: The Cathay
Time: 430pm
Theme: Glamz

Transformers Revenge of the Fallen is AWESOME!
Hot babe. Hot Guys. Hot robots & machines. Bumblebee is just so adorable.
Mummy! I want Bumblebee!! Get me Bumblebee!!

-Lara DeRita.

Vouge Stylings: 11:41 PM



Sunday, June 21, 2009


Attended a wedding.
It was quite grand.
But it’s not my type of wedding.
The theme at the wedding earlier was lime green with white as the base colour.
Somehow the bride and groom turned up in purple!
A bit messy.
So tak kena gitu lohhh…
Hubby looked super extremely lost when we arrived.
We actually know nobody there except for the bride.
The bride is hubby’s sec sch friend.
So young get hitched ready.
Yuck.
It won’t happen for me.
Hope nothing near.
Though I’m lost, I still got the cheek to control my vougeness.
Haha.
I know I’m HOT.
That’s why when I entered the wedding hall with hubby, a table of minah2 blondies turned and looked at me.
As if they were mesmerized by my beauty.
Ladies, PLEASE have some self-esteem.
Buck up!
Insecure for what?
Rest assure I’m not gonna snatch your dear bfs.
I mean if you want your bf not to look and smile at me,…
Please make an effort to doll up yourself lahhh.
Duhhhhhhh………
Back about the wedding, the food was OK.
I love the brownies!
Amazingly, hubby said he was full.
He ate a little only.
So not him lohhh.
Diet?
Maybe, who knows?
LOL.
Here’s the part that I truly dislike.
Hubby’s ex girlfriend turned up.
To make things worst, she wore same colour as me.
Yucks!
She’s super fair (but I’m still hotter)
Super talkative
Plumber than me
And the sight of her just makes me wanna say this:
WHATEVER BITCH! YOU DUMPED YOUR EX AND I’M THE LUCKY ONE TO GET HIM COS I’M SO MUCH HOTTER THAN YOU!

What the hell was I thinking?
Haha.
I don’t give a damn about her until my idiotic hubby ‘flirts’ with her.
And gave his number.
Without even she asking.
I was right behind my hubby!
WTF?!?!?
Btw, trust me I’m the least insecure here.
But I find it ridiculous to rekindle with someone who dumped and hurt you.

Vouge Stylings: 11:48 PM



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